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TO ONLY KILL FOR SPORT (2008)

Finally available. Heavily rocking and thrashing, professional-sounding 4-track release.

Even the Mp3's are in 320 kbit quality so you can safely make a CD of them to play it in your car, home theater etc. so LOUD you neighbour can hear it too! ENJOY!




HUMAN GODHOOD EXACERBATION
(Music & lyrics: J. McK-D)
Let there be thrash!! H.G.E. is meant to tell about the present, but it's also a timeless adage about man's greed. Our tendency to play god isn't any news, but lately we've seen what this prolonged "Everyone greeds everything and lots of it and quick" mentality has brought to us.

 
Painting Hell's abyss on your retina
/ Consuming territories not your own
Shadow cast to wall as a laughing skeleton
/ Forsaken land is all you leave behind

Chorus:
Reaping exploiting competing deceiting not really questioning why
Killing destroying just sealing your fate neverminding the falling sky
Earth, falling back from your evil touch
Wiping out what´s left of anything
/ Keep sawing the limb you're sitting on
/ If not to die, then what the hell you're living… for?

Reaping exploiting competing deceiting
Not really questioning why

(instrumental bridge)

/ You live this mortal fucking vanity
Not / seeing the world the way you're supposed to
Looking down the bridge of your nose
Head so deep in your ass you miss the point

Killing destroying just sealing your fate
Neverminding the falling sky
Seeing only 5 of your most precious things:
Yourself and yourself and yourself and yourself and yourself

Solo

Earth, falling back from your evil touch
Wiping out what´s left of anything
/ Keep sawing the limb you're sitting on
/ If not to die, then what the hell you're living ….for?

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TO ONLY KILL FOR SPORT
(Music & lyrics: J. McK-D)

Don't let the title mislead you. This song tells about another disease of mankind: People who can't be happy for anyone but themselves. The old Finnish saying "Malicios pleasure is the best pleasure" fits the idea perfectly. The "radio hit" of the demo, although some proge nuances are around.

 
Welcome to the wasteland of emotions
Where humanity is hidden behind the pride

Kindness is now our most fatal weakness
In superficial vultures´ district war

The rules are to ignore
Everyone except yourself
Compassion as we knew it
Is a distant memory

Allies kill each other
Out of pure conceit
The spirit of this age is lack of caring

Pre-Chorus:
No one wants to see
That happiness on you
That only makes my eyes dim with hate
The rules are now to kill it
And only for amusement

Chorus:
Won´t you follow
You will follow
You want to follow
...This time, to only kill for sport

Bridge:
Should I forgive you, there´s this sword upon my head
But my every cell is wishing seeing you dropping dead
I can´t deny there´s still a man inside of me
Should I fulfill my dream, oh, I´d love to hear you scream

Solo

You´ll be made to learn
Your gift of exploitation
A smile on someone´s face is your nightmare

Seeing someone´s serenity
Is your ultimate loss
And your victory
Is a wreck of a man

Rep. Pre-Chorus
Rep. Chorus

(and) you want to kill for sport
(and) you need to kill for sport
(and) you need to die for sport
Just die!

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INNER VOICE
(Music & lyrics: Jankkari)

The lyrics are based on a true story. What incomprehensible thing can force you to kill your own child? How heartless do you have to be to commit something like this without losing your mind? It makes you really wonder which one has blown things totally: society or just YOU?

 
A mother looks at her only son
He don't know the truth
His mother sold her soul for the gun
Because she lost her youth
Too soon young mother heard the sound
Too soon her son was buried to the ground

The obsession and the anger
Versus love and care
Did anybody say
That life is fair
In the drawer of a bedside table
There is waiting a gun
The inner voice says
That it must be done

Chorus:
The loving mother is burning inside
She can't run into the night
She grips the gun and watches her son die
An empty gaze in her eyes

"We'll always be together and never fade"
Very last words from the mouth of a child
Nobody hears this silent whisper he made
Mother only hears the voice that has gone wild

What is this kind of madness
When a mother kills her child
Is the reason in the loneliness
Or is it just an insane mind

Many conflicting feelings
Running through her head
Too late the mother realizes
That her son is now dead
She tries to calm down
And takes a bunch of pills
But the poor mother doesn't know
That kind of behaviour kills

Repeat Chorus

What is this kind of madness
The both of them are now gone
Lonely souls fill up with sadness
And the funeral time is on

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ANIMAL SIDE
(Music & lyrics: J. McK-D, contribution: D.V Grim from Gutfeast/Wrathage)
Suddenly feeling much stronger in fast food line at 4 o'clock a.m. ? Attempts to settle down such stitch-ups too often goes to deaf ears ..at least so it is here in Finland. Someone who liked this song said it sounded like Testament. Cool! Unfortunately record can't capture the spirit that this song has LIVE.

 
Adrenaline, the fuel of madness
That´s something I don´t want inside my veins
It´s a good servant but a bad master
The dormant frenzy, that I just cannot fight

Pre-Chorus:
The purest anger, Animal side
This hate I can no longer hide
Consequenses I don´t care about

Chorus:
Just say the word or give the sign, don´t try to calm me down
Don´t give me "we can talk this through", I wouldn´t hear your whine
Only plain brutality can clear my head this time
Come on and raise your fists...and feel my animal side

Bridge:
I just want you to fucking suffer
I just want you to fucking suffer
I just want you to fucking suffer
I just want you to fucking suffer

Solo

Revenge, is all you can think now
Humiliation released your inner beast
Once you took my hatred, and wouldn´t take again
The dormant frenzy, that you just cannot fight

Repeat Pre-Chorus
Repeat Chorus
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VOID OF HORROR (2006)

The first one with acoustic drums and somewhat decent sound.



 SHATTERED MEMORIES
(Music: Jankkari & J. McK-D, lyrics: Jankkari)
Memories never go away even if you wanted to... some things are just better left forgotten. But if you can harness the emotional power of those memories you can cope with anything...

 
Sometimes I feel like time stands still
and flows faster at the same time
It’s a vacuum that nothing can fill
but I wait everyday to see a sign
I don’t know if it’s yesterday
or is it just today
If I want to rewind my life
what’s the price I have to pay?

Chorus:
They’ve torn my mind and they won’t let me be
They always felt so insane to me
I can’t take this unbearable feeling anymore
Just look at me: Here I’m lying on the floor
I’m a prisoner of this body and time
If you asked me I committed no crime
I’m just me and so it must be
When you know who you are you’ll always be free

Solo

Maybe someday I will understand
those things that just once happened
The things which were gone with the sand
and in my dreams they shattered
Those little insignificant details
in my head like a pile of nails
They will acquire such clear features
without any omniscient preachers

Repeat chorus

Shattered memories left in time
Shattered memories left in life
Shattered memories left in time
Shattered memories left in life

Solo

Time is passing by and you’re getting older
The burden’s growing on your shoulders
What happens now feels different than before
Someday the reaper will knock at your door
You can make a difference with understanding
Know what to say and you’re the last man standing
Memories haunt you until you’re in your grave
and your end is near so try to be brave

Repeat chorus

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FREAK IN YOUR EYES
(Music & lyrics: J. McK-D)

Every metalhead sometimes feels like this when he gets into a wrong place at the wrong time (or gets in touch with some sort of sectarians). Some people just don't like you with no particular reason.

 
There must be something so wrong with me
´cause I don´t walk your narrow path
All I hear is "Get a grip, grow up!"
I am the sickest human being, yeah!

Whatta hell
is wrong with you?
I´m just the man you knew before

But no,
just be your stubborn self
You don´t know people anymore

Chorus:
Freak in your eyes
I am brandmarked insane for good
Freak in your eyes
No matter what I do, I´m a freak in your eyes

Solo

Communication is the weirdest part:
You hear just what you want to hear
No wonder world looks so gray to you
Why not just close it all inside?

But no,
remain your stubborn self
Just be you
your- intolerant egotist mundane stinking brainless fucking -self!

Repeat chorus

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VOID OF HORROR
(Music & lyrics: J. McK-D)

Ruinside does slow ones, too? Yep, but don't expect love songs, as it's the aftermath of a nuclear war and you're the only one left in your hemisphere - unless you count in the corpses around your bunker.

 
Was it someone out there
or was it just my mind?
Another glimpse of hope in vain
I´m not so sure no more
about these delusions
There´s no one to rejoice in my survival

War; it really ended,
I ascertain once again
It was ME who piled the bodies outside my shelter
Time has done its job
no one hears my stifled cries
I´ve given up like a thousand times

Chorus:
It´s the void of horror
Life in emptiness
Wish someone called my name
It´s the void of horror
Life's a dead standing tree
Trapped in unreality

Another day passes by staring
a writing on a wall
"What doesn´t kill you hurts like hell"
Their war is over
but mine has just begun
War within one man - me, myself and I

They had all technology,
leverage and the power
Future of mankind in their fingers
But still the bastards managed
to turn it into a monster
A genocide never seen by man

Repeat chorus

Solo

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RUIN INSIDE (2005)

Made in our home studio, with less-than-adequate sound and MIDI drums.



 NUCLEAR WINTER
(Music & lyrics: J. McK-D)

A freezing melodic piece of thrashing with distinct Sepultura and Anthrax influences. Includes both intro and outro that will be included in upcoming demo version. The lyrics were written in February 2002. Must've been cold back then.

 
Burning ash flowing in the air
Skyline is glooming dark red
evaporated tarnished skeletal structures
footprints of death all over the ground

Inhuman, megafold disorder
Cities wiped out from the map of the world
Evolution´s peak is now accomplished
nuclear winter´s cold embrace

Chorus:
Everlasting curse by a radiation burst
Behold the pinnacle of evolution
Megafold of wars through surroundings of the world
No repent on human devastation

Lost civilization In its freezing tomb
Cold memory in silent standing ruins
Dream of perfect mankind keeps on haunting
A new arise above this scorched earth

Repeat chorus

There´s no one with me here, the morning never came
Too bad everything is dead now

I load my gun and I think to myself...
What a wonderful end to this world

Solo

Nuclear winter

Never could we see, leaders wouldn´t have believed
But no one couldn't stop annihilation
Our perfect world is torched.

Repeat chorus

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RUIN INSIDE
(Music: Jankkari, Mad Bassist, J. McK-D; lyrics: Jankkari)
A semi-speed metal tempo cramming. This baby was born at the times when Ruinside was just a 3-man band. It tries to say something is terribly wrong with this world - or just Jankkari's bleak mind?

 
Many times I've wondered The complexity of this life
Sometimes things just crumbled down And I felt like stabbed by knife

If I think very carefully Some of those things weren't so bad
I don't know if there's some destiny But mainly this life make me sad

Chorus:
I have this ruin inside of me and everyday I try to rebuild it
I have this ruin inside of me it's not my choice but I got it
I have this ruin inside of me maybe I should just smash it
I have this ruin inside of me and never will I get rid of it

I know there's thousands of people around
With lives much worse than mine
But to me this is real and I haven't found
Any cure to make my ruin shine

What the fuck is wrong in the world
When people just abuse each other
They're so egocentric that it's absurd
And situations end in slaughter

People will not last in here for long
We should prepare ourself to sing the final song
Everyone seems to have just minimal toleration
This will be the end of every nation

This ruin inside of me - A result of this all
This ruin inside of me is a final call
This ruin inside of me is not what I need
This ruin will ruin more at a furious speed

Repeat Chorus

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NEED TO RUSH
(Music & lyrics: J. McK-D)

A full-speed metal tempo thrashing that causes tendovaginitis for Ruinside's string instrument players and just pure pain for the drummer. Damn, these fast ones are hard to arrange! It tells about people who's always got too many balls in the air.

 
Need to rush
I need to rush
I feel the need to rush
I feel the need to cut loose
This noose around my head

Pre-chorus:
Cannot stand on one spot without feeling apprehension
Staying inside these four walls would be a mental devastation

I live this rush up to my ears
It lives as a parasite in me

Chorus:
I rush for my life knowing I can´t fight the time
My pace grows on every step
Amping the speed, gaining velocity
I live of this deadly haste

I need to rush
I need to rush

Repeat Pre-chorus

I live this rush up to my ears
It lives as a parasite in me

Bridge 1:
To kill the time is to save my mind
From the mercilessness of time
It tells me to feed it
Though it´s mine, I don´t see it
I accept that I need it
As I´m suffering while I breath it

Repeat Chorus
Repeat Pre-chorus

Bridge 2:
It tells me to feed it
Though it´s mine, I don´t see it
I accept that I need it
As I´m suffering while I breath it

Repeat Chorus * 2

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